Tuesday, March 8, 2011


^ Love this friendship quote.

Suppose to meet Ain today to study.
But i just feel like stayinq home.
So, text her and say that i want to study at home.
I know that confirmed she'll be angry.
See what she reply me.
"Nvrmind i also dun wan to study wif u anymore. Always postpone or cancel. If wif jw n ws i noe u wont cancel 1."
OMG. I just cant stand her childish.
So i sent back. "You dun act like childish can anot."
OK. I know i'm in wrong in the first place.
But, sometimes i really cant stand her.
She always make big fuss about small thinqs!
She's tryin to tell me that i left her out recently because i'm close with JW and WS. But i swear i didnt.
Almost everytime i go out with JW and WS, I will ask her wether she want come alonq anot. And she is the one who doesnt want to mix with them.
She say i left her out, why not say last time she left me out too?
With Ashikin, she would always talk in malay. Then i'll be the one tryin to fiqure out what they talkin about. Ashikin would talk in english.
Sometime she even can complain to Ashikin about me in malay INFRONT of me. Please, i'm not stupid ok. I can see from her expression and everythinq. -,-
These thinqs have been in my heart for very lonq already.
I didnt say out just because like i always says,
I do cherish my every friend.

These are just small matters.
Today she'll text me in sarcastic words and tone,
then the next day she'll talk to me.
Behind me she'll complain to Ashikin.
Thats her.

I realise that whenever thinqs happen.
To me, i'll say its a small matter.
And almost everythinq to me is small matter.
Can i say that its because i'm too good or i'm stupid?
And i'm not only referrinq to this one incident.
Somethinq happened before which i dont wanna say.
I didnt know who to believe.
I didnt know what is the real truth.

Its easy to forgive and not forget.

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