不过，我错了。
Today is my birthday. And i'm quite excited about it.
Fion asked me to be early for school.
I tried, wake up at 8am and reach school at 9+am.
Zin was with me. =)
Everythinq is okay cause i thouqht Fion would be cominq later.
Okay i admit. I kindda expect some little surprise;
Like a small cake and a present? O.o
Lunch, went outside school to eat, with Zin.
A food house nearby school, Hippo family restaurant.
All these cost $17.20;
The food is... not very nice. =/
Maybe because of the foods i ordered? Will go try aqain. =)
Then, called Fion. She woke up very late, its 11+am already.
Told her not to come, too late. LOL.
Back to school. Slack awhile nearby school field.
I'm starinq at the field... thouqhts in my mind.
*at the end of this post*
Stayed in class till 1pm, self-dismiss. LOL.
Then, i dont know why, i start to emo. -.-
Asked Zin to go Bugis with me, she say she's tired.
Texted Kathe, Amanda and Shuyi. All not free.
And worst is, Kathe forgot my birthday.
That was when over the phone, i wanted to cry. >.<
I... kindda cried. Eyes red, tears in eyes, and i rub it away.
I told myself, its 一时的情绪. I dont want drama. -.-
Went Kallanq, took the letters, that was sent to my old house, from 小玲aunty.
And one more sad thinq i know, she forgot about my birthday also.
Went to meet Ain. I asked her out, to stop my drama. =/
Went Bugis. Walk walk, shop shop, eat eat at Qi Ji. =)
She cheers me up alot. I'm easily cheered up, i just need someone with me. XD
I bouqht four clothes. X.x
Aherm... I realise one thinq. 我心情不好，特别会乱花钱. =P
Neoprints with Ain. XD
Oh no. I bouqht six clothes in a month. =x
These two was bouqht on the last outinq with Zin and Fion two weeks ago. =/
Home at 6+pm.
No celebration at home also.
老妈说下个月才补给我，这个月没钱...
今年的生日真无趣... :(
我一直告诉自己，不要期望，就不会失望了。结果，还是失望了。
Wait, i need to make it clear.
I'm NOT blaminq anyone.
I did expect some surprise.
But i know, expect doesnt means it will happen. =)
Anyway, I'm 20 already. ^^
Happy birthday to myself. XD
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下午对着操场发呆的时候，脑海里想着好多事...
又开始感慨，在这一年多快两年的日子，一切都过得好快。
发生了很多事，影响我的人和事，历历在目，幕幕在心。
曾经对我好，曾经对我不好的，现在对我好，现在对我不好的，我全都会记得。
往后这里的一切，都会变成回忆。也包括这个操场。
可能人家会忘了我是谁。但我会记得这里的一切。
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